Erm. Hi.

This is going to sound really stupid but I hope some kind soul can help me.

I was saving my fics off of FF net because I heard rumours they were going to delete 'mature' rated fics. I don't have any of them saved since my computer that I wrote all my Buffy fic on crashed years ago.

Here is my dilemma.

I know that I wrote a fic where Buffy gets turned into a vampire. I am pretty sure I remember doing that but it is not on FF net. Does anyone out there remember a fic by me about Buffy getting turned and you find out at the end that it was Dracula who did it? If you do remember, do you know where I can find it or does someone have a copy.

I know this is ridiculous, I don't even remember what it was called but I would like to have it back as I can't recover it.

Thanks.

1) A Wesley/Angel story in which Wesley is made a vampire.

I don't remember if Angel is the one to do it or just takes over sire responsibilities, but Angel spends a lot of time making sure that Wesley does not kill anyone. There is a scene with Wes doing research on something with his leg chained to the table.

Also, somewhere in the story Wesley kills Lilah Morgan and, while Angel is certain that once Wes gets his soul back he will feel dreadful about it, Wesley says that he won't feel any remorse about this kill. There is also a conversation about how Wesley won't/can't love Angel once the soul is put back.

2) This one has been swirling through my head for a while now.

The only thing I remember is that either Willow or Dawn is talking about reading some book/novel/poetry collection and it comes out that Spike was the author. Apparently he became quite famous after his death, though more for the stories he wrote than for the poems he actually wanted to create.

hi everybody,

okay here is what i remember : Tony and Jessica Harris are scared of xander he is pale and does not show emotion he does things i think he had powers like he might have been a wizard anyway one of tony's uncle came over and took xander out to the woods and tried to touch xander pervy like so xander set him on fire when jessica freaked out when xander and the uncle where gone because she knew he liked little boys im not sure who she was afraid for but when she found them she called in for help Janna of the Kalderash gypsy clan and her uncle came to bind xander's powers and when jessica called him into the room he sat on the couch next to jessica and they saw how him just being in the room with her freaked her out xander did not take well to them being there at all all and questioned jessica about it , i know it was a slash fic i think it was a spike and xander fic

thanks for any help

Hi everyone, 

Can anyone remember the story where Wesley says something to the effect of 'parents love their children unless they are fundamentally unloveable'?  I think it was Wesley who said it, but I could be making that up. 

Thanks!
EM

Hey guys, looking for a Spuffy fic (AR):

-Spike is Dawn's father
-Buffy is a vampire, who has a close relationship with Dawn, whereas Spike hates her
-They eventually find out that Buffy is Dawn's mother somehow

thats all I remember, appreciate any help! 

Thanks :)

Hi I've spent months trying to find this fic since it disappeared from ff.net. It is based on season 2's Halloween episode basically when Buffy becomes her costume she remembers being a slayer in a previous life. Her watcher is Travers ancestor and when she starts a relationship with vampire spike he turns on them and spike gets dusted. As a result Elizabeth summoned a demon and had both her and spike reincarnated. As the story goes on they both remember their earlier lives and get together. Sorry of this is kind of rambling I am not very good at summarizing.

I'm seeking an older series of stories written by one author (except for the second story). Xander is kidnapped, possibly raped, and humiliated by Angelus. I think because of Buffy and Willow reaction, Xander feels the only thing he can do is to go back to Angelus' mansion. (I think there was something about Xander being left naked on his front porch.) Angelus and Dru keep him chained up as a pet. They feed him rarely and he's slowly starving to death. During the Acathla incident, the girls and Oz find him and take him out of the mansion after dusting Angelus. In the last chapter Xander is suffering from PTSD and wondering if anything will ever be right again.

I tried following links left and right, but there's always some chapters missing; is there anybody out there that can--pretty please--help me read this story?

Hello!

I was looking the old requests on another comm(spangel), when I found this one: "

Any spangel fics featuring a mentally unstable Spike, who relies on Angel?"

Hi, I have been looking for a story I read a LONG time ago and I'm about to give up. Basically, it's the end of the world or the end of days and Spike, Willow and Angel are together, I remember they found/stole a hippie van with a little fridge and a bed of some sort although one of them wanted to take a nice, newer car instead. They're driving around and there is a lot of sex between the three of them, and that's all I remember. I'm pretty sure it was a decently long WIP and it was amazing!

Anyone know this one? Thanks in advance if anyone knows.

Bobbie